2021.01.26 08:30 Burlewood Society... You're a crazy breed.
Why do we try so hard to make it more difficult for others? Why do other people frame us as the bad guys if were thinking about our economy/safety? I no longer want to take part in this, I want freedom, I want adventure, I want risk and I want serenity. I do not want to wake up and go to the program of my studies, I no longer want to sigh at the end of my lunch break because I "gotta get back at it".
I love life, I just hate mine. And to quote Dostoyevsky, The more I love humanity in general the less I love man in particular. I've want love, and I have had love, real love, but it faded as all love presumably do. And I'm scared it will never feel the same. And no, I am not heart broken right now, nor am I on any substance. I am just horrified that the life I chose isn't for me, and then I need to find another way. But how?
I want to live in a cabin in the woods. I want some piece of mind. I want to think about my life more than merely experience it and, in the end, sum it up as a no-good life. I want to read about others lives because then I'll feel less alone in mine. I want solitude, because people cannot be trusted. They're all out for themselves and that's their nature, possibly mine too.
But people are so mean, so uncompassionate, so... fake.
I am currently reading Family Happiness by Tolstoy and a section got me. Sergey and Masha lie in their bed, wondering about life, and Sergey says: I have lived through much, and now I think I have found what is needed for happiness. A quiet secluded life in the country, with the possibility of being useful to people to whom it is easy to do good, and who are not accustomed to have it done to them; then work which one hopes may be of some use; then rest, nature, books , music, love for one's neighbor - such is my idea of happiness. And then, on top of all that, you for a mate, and children, perhaps - what more can the heart of a man desire?
And yes, what more than that can a heart of man desire? I just want to know how I live alone, without modernity.
Thank you for reading my rambles, and please don't beat an already beaten man in the comments. I just had to get this out.
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2021.01.26 08:30 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard
2021.01.26 08:30 lidialongorio I can tell I've been writing a lot if I use writing lingo accidentally.
One time my sister was throwing something away and I said, "You're going to delete that?"Another time this happened I was in the car (with my sister too) and I told her to "backspace" when I meant to tell her to back up.
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2021.01.26 08:30 Whinderssonn Tô com uma dúvida cruel
As vezes eu penso assim: "e se for um plano dela e da amiga dela pra me fazer ficar perto e me destruir?" < Tenho motivos pra pensar isso ok. .
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2021.01.26 08:30 Sk8allday360 Some recent projects
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2021.01.26 08:30 VVikiliX My second pixel art stand I name it Glados
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2021.01.26 08:30 Ben0ut My kids toy which is clearly decorated to look like a Zebra but the mold it came from was a Giraffe
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2021.01.26 08:30 Representative_Award Hello does anyone know what kind of Sword is this?
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2021.01.26 08:30 DavidCJ22 Not Posted this before but my tattoo in honour of Juice Wrld I got last year. A blacked out rose with “I’ll be fine” underneath. One of my favourite songs of his that I relate to a lot.
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2021.01.26 08:30 r0addawg How much of the populus needs a vaccine to stop wearing masks?
2021.01.26 08:30 ZedJohnston What is the greatest EDC flashlight?
2021.01.26 08:30 strawberrysweetpea How do I tell my psychiatrist and therapist I don’t feel real?
It’s a really weird and unnerving experience that makes it hard to interact with others. It usually occurs when I’m very overwhelmed and it sometimes contributes to my apathy or sense of helplessness about life.
Apparently other people deal with similar things but usually due to trauma. I don’t have any trauma and I think part of why I’ve avoided bringing this up to my therapist and psychiatrist is that I get frustrated with how sometimes there has to be a cause for everything. I’m a firm believer in pinpointing, but not for the sake of having an answer. That expectation can add to the frustration even though I know they are just trying to attack the source.
I’ve been seeing my psychiatrist for a couple of years and I don’t know if she’ll take me seriously since it’s taken me so long to get to the point I want to discuss it. My therapist I started seeing in August so it might not be too late.
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2021.01.26 08:30 kobony Original Architecture Painting by Victoria Alferonok | Expressionism Art on Canvas | Arrival
2021.01.26 08:30 farklinkbot Tractor trailer hauling cars destroyed in rollover crash. Every car on it was also totaled
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2021.01.26 08:30 SufficientBottle5684 Panic attacks and blacking out?
whenever I get (I think what is) a panic attack I seem to almost blackout, my vision starts to go dark but i don’t actually faint. my vision keeps going in and out along with the other symptoms of a panic attack. is that a normal symptom of a panic attack?
i read online it’s not likely for you to actually pass out from a panic attack but is almost blacking out something?
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2021.01.26 08:30 Essexboyz123 Oteh aiming to hit the goal trail for U's ahead of Stevenage return
2021.01.26 08:30 blipblorpbot 1-Up, dood!!
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2021.01.26 08:30 N0L1FE21 🅱victed
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2021.01.26 08:30 iDabForPeace I need help finding the Violet grass to level this char up. I just got her and she's pretty fun.
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2021.01.26 08:30 zrohman Laptop CPU High Temperatures, Help?
1: I bought a Lenovo Yoga 6. It is a thin 13" laptop, with only one fan to cool. A Ryzen 4650u processor. Temperatures seemed a little high to me when idling. And the fan kicked on more than I expected, over 50c and the fan would kick on, sometimes with only a couple of tabs open.
2: It had a half-sized nvme drive. I upgraded the drive to a full sized Samsung Evo 970. In my experience, re-applying thermal paste with a good brand normally helped. I made the unfortunate mistake of using hand-sanitizer, made of mostly alcohol, to remove the old thermal paste.
3: After booting up temperatures seemed high. The fan seemed to turn on more than normal. So I re-applied using the same method. I know how to put thermal paste on, a dot in the middle, and I used artic silver, which apparently can take up to 200 hours to cure.
4: I did some tests, and temperatures are now ridiculous! If I'm plugging in, charging, while playing a light mmo, with a few chrome tabs open, I was easily getting to 100c. When I booted up, I was starting at 100c. When idle and doing nothing I would go down to 70c while charging, 50c while not charging.
Bottom line is temperatures seem too high. I plan to use a thermal paste remover and a thermal paste preparer (came with my previous artic silver) to prepare the surface properly this time. I plan to do the pea shape in the middle, and I bought a better thermal paste, thermal grizzly compound.
My only worry is that the laptop is really small, there's not a lot of room in the laptop. I'm worried that upgrading the nvme drive from a half-sized to a full-size took out more room for ventilation and increase the overall computer's temperature. It is possible that it is causing all of my problems and I have no problems with thermal paste (though I was dumb for using hand sanitizer rather than 99% isopropyl alcohol.
Any thoughts on my situation? Is going from a half-sized nvme ssd to a full-sized in a small laptop a heating issue? Any thoughts on my plan to re-apply properly (to get rid of old hand-sanitizer residue) and re-apply properly? Any other thoughts?
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2021.01.26 08:30 dtinaglia How long will Star Wars (2020) run?
So Star Wars (2015) lasted from 2015-2019 and covered the three years in-universe between A New Hope and Empire Strikes Back. My question is, how long will the 2020 series run? It’s filling in the gap between Empire and Return of the Jedi, which in canon is only around/less than one year! On the same metric as the 2015 series, the new one should only run for about a year and a half. What do you guys think?
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2021.01.26 08:30 Strong_Examination_3 👉👌💦😈🍑
2021.01.26 08:30 candyflora THIS CHICKEN IS NOT AFRAID
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2021.01.26 08:30 KuyaKris_is_not_gae Iyakan na!!!!
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2021.01.26 08:30 EgweneMalazanEmpire Heather Irvine - Wild dog study II - charcoal and soft pastel. Support the conservation of painted wolves with a purchase from Artists for Painted Dogs. Over £40k raised since October.
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