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How can I change myself/comparing over obsession

2021.04.20 10:28 han1929393 How can I change myself/comparing over obsession

I just started my nursing course and the first thing my brain goes to is comparing myself to the other girls. Especially this one girl who is smaller than me. I know this is my Ed and it’s not as bad as I used to be but I feel like i need to be the smallest. I can already feel myself getting obsessed and comparing myself to her. It’s like it’s a contest in my stupid brain, she’s also a lot nicefriendly which makes me feel like I as a person am not nice enough or will not be as good as a nurse. How do I stop comparing? I know part of it is because I’m not where I want to be as a person but how do I get there without doing this? I hate it but I can’t stop myself. I know it’s wrong but I can’t help it.
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2021.04.20 10:28 denzelbreezy Infused Maple Syrup (Longtime Lurker, First time poster)

First time experimenting with maple syrup. I have approximately 28 grams of dried kief and am looking for a solid (yet still simple) recipe to infuse the syrup I have. It is all-natural syrup tapped straight from a tree, so the consistency is more water-like than thick. Being the holidays and all, I’m looking for max potency so I’d like to use all 28 grams. Any assistance would be greatly appreciated. Thanks a bunch!
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2021.04.20 10:28 andyyhs Possible Ganyu rerun in 1.6?

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2021.04.20 10:27 Leafygreencarl Rome Remastered (some thoughts from an ex-modder)

Hi there.
First of all, it's worth saying that there has been a whole lot of fun and interesting discussion about this game. Honestly, it has been civil (for the most part) and that's great, it really makes me appreciate the little community that has been built here.
I worry that my opinion will not be anything new to the conversation, and it is almost just confirming some things that Volound mentioned in a recent video, but I still wish to voice it. So, apologies for the white noise. There will be a summary at the end <3
I have nearly 2000 hours in medieval 2 and medieval 2 kingdoms combined; I have no idea how much time I spent playing the first Rome game, but Imagine a decent amount. Most of my experience comes from medieval 2, I was involved in a sub-mod for stainless steel, Titanium, and was lightly involved with Dominion of the Sword (sad ending that it was), but spent most of my time in the mod workshop and 'behind the scene' groups that mostly delved into the CAI, so whilst I am not accredited often, I like to think that my part in active discussions was certainly useful to more famous and impressive modders than I. Anyway, I am very familiar with the AI and all the weird workarounds that people developed overtime to beat and whip the AI into competence, I like to consider myself ‘experienced’ if not ‘good’ at the games and franchise.
1) Positivity and hope.
Genuinely, I was, and am excited for this remaster, for a simple reason that I could not run Rome total war anymore. I can barely run medieval two, I blame my AMD 8-core processor but no doubt there is a litany of possible reasons why these much older games cannot run well. I did manage to eventually get them to work on my new rig, after much fighting, but they run terribly, and it just was not ‘worth it’ to play battles on 15fps.
So, it is maybe selfish to say, but I am honestly just looking forward to being able to actually play this great game, and also to dive into the files to see what they have done, and how they have done it. For my own emotive reasons, but also just as a great weapon in the arsenal against loneliness and boredom.
This remaster will no doubt bring fresh attention to one of the best games ever made, as well as bring older nostalgic players back into the franchise, and back into the enjoyment of a classic game. It is something, frankly, to just look forward to. I really do hope it can invigorate some passion into the time period, into the game series, from at least some people. This, in a way, would be a success in its own isolation.
The best changes that I can see are to the campaign mode and the campaign map. And whilst many say that total war is about the battles (and I agree) the campaign mode is the great facilitator of this. Without the AI building well composited armies, or making good economic decisions, there are no good battles, not without cheating or scripted events (look at the modern games…). To have a genuinely great sandbox ‘emergent narrative’ experience, you need the CAI and campaign experience to be at a good level. Better Campaign = better narrative, better battles.
The more general improvements are welcome, such as the way that the interface opens and makes the management much simpler, similar to the ‘production interface’ or ‘macro builder’ that most paradox games have. I got weirdly excited at the religion interface from barbarian invasion, being able to see details that were previously hidden deep in code, is frankly great. The more information, the better. The way they did integrate merchants and change diplomacy is certainly welcome.
It might sound stupid, or simplistic to say, that simply improving campaign UI, management, and mechanics, will inevitably lead to increases in the enjoyment of battles, but I swear by it, and I hope you can see the dominoes lined into place. Often players that really enjoy the campaign experience, do so because intuitively they understand this, without realising exactly why.
In a less than objective sense, If the remaster is successful, then we may see future positive change in saga games or even full releases. If the remaster is successful, we may see further patches, further improvements. If the remaster is successful, we may see a reinvigorated modding community, with access to greater tools. If the remaster is successful, then this game could see a positive future for the total war community, the games, and the consumer.
2) Negativity
Shenanigans abound with the pricing of the game, are well covered in this sub. The pricing of the remaster is relatively 'fair' for what a remaster should be, in fact, I would argue that it is an overly fair price for a remaster. If indeed it truly was one. However, profiteering at consumer expense is never to be commended, no matter how ‘minor’ a crime it can seem. It gives to fear and worry for what should be… not that.
I have to say, this remaster is very much just a glorified port, a list of objectives was ticked off, in no doubt the space of a couple of months. Textures. Tick. Mobile UI. Tick. Working game? Tick. Nothing exploratory, except arguably the localised recruitment skinning (amazing btw). The modders that I have watched and worked alongside have done far more to these older games than this remaster even touches upon, in fact, I would still be playing these mods if I could, if the games worked. Which touches upon both the negativity and positivity of such a release. It saddens me greatly, sure the options to activate or deactivate remastered features is fantastic, but not enough has been done in basic and simple areas of improvement, whilst too much has been done in service of marketability. Even areas of improvement, such as CAI, diplomacy, UI, seem ‘recent’ and half-baked. When the things that are good about the remaster, are half-arsed, then it just feels… well, negative.
All additions seem to be either be 'mobile ready' or recklessly tagged on, look to the battle UI or the merchants. Not much thought for this appears, more of a copy pasting of older code and older lines. I wouldn’t even be surprised If the new campaign AI is just a copy paste of the work done in EB2. However sad that might sound. The diplomacy AI is completely busted, and In general, most of the commendable improvements are ‘good’ but ‘not enough’ or ‘not acceptably enough’ for what will no doubt soon see a mobile port.
This makes me consider, why wasn't this a patch for the old games? or why doesn't the remaster come alongside a patch for the older games? (if it does, then this is moot). If you wish to change very little, then this seems a simpler option. If you wish to change a lot, this seems a necessary option. Giving greater consumer choice and flexibility whilst still marketing a newer and supposedly improved game, seems like a no loss scenario…
My baby is medieval 2, and I think some key signs are here to show that that game is next, and I will no doubt find myself in the exam same strange wistful melancholy that I do now. Excitement, disappointment, and acceptance.
3) summary and conclusion.
I’m hopeful and excited for the game, there have certainly been some positive and welcome changes, so I hope it can be a positive influence on future games and the community as a whole.
It seems a half-arsed job, modders have done more and better. They had so many sources to work from, so much historical work and aid, so to come out with this? Not a real remaster, just a port to modern software. Feels… unfair? I would have loved to see a true ‘remaster’ alongside a ‘update’. New factions, real new ones, not fake new ones. More settlements, more historical battles. A true ‘DLC-Like’ overhaul of the main campaign, alongside an update patch.
The sad truth is I bought the game, and maybe I too am a useful idiot for this. As I said, selfishly speaking, I just want to play one of my favourite games of all time. If there is a medieval 2 rework, then I will likely also buy that. It is a sad reality of the world we live in; I will not get into the politics of why I believe this is ‘ok’ but I think that in many ways, this emotive stranglehold on the consumer can only lead to profit, hence, the reason it’s being made. Perhaps, myself and people like me, should be demonised for it. However, the systemic issues and the problems are still worth voicing, no matter from whom.
4) Discussion
I think an important discussion is to be had, is between the hopefuls and the pessimists. It seems unreasonable to me to proclaim this remaster a great success or a revolution, the most I can draw is hope. And the hope is sadly arguable. But still, I just want to play the game.
Anyway, this mini essay is not as well written as I had hoped, a passionate raving moments before my exam. But I hope something can be garnered from it. I’ll passionately remain hopeful about this game. The stoic approach is, as ever, commendable. Hope for the best, plan for the worst, accept the reality.
Have a fun day y’all!
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2021.04.20 10:27 TheSilentTitan The aggression and accuracy of the Ai needs to be scaled way down.

I play mainly solo and in every human encounter the ai is capable of not only chasing me down and forcing me to play like a cod zombies matchbut the ai can shoot through a straw and still hit me or can spray with a sub machine gun and take CHUNKS out of my ass.
The area bosses can fuck off too, they have arguable the most HP and I have yet to see one fight from a distance. They have always rushed me out of cover so I end up getting shredded by his assclowns OR the boss decides he likes the way I smell and proceeds to never be further than 2 feet from me while absolutely BLASTING my ass with a gun that takes away 90% of my health in one shot.
I should never be forced out of cover from a boss that can one shot me and I have no way of getting away. I shouldn’t also get shredded by smg’s 5 miles away from an enemy who can see just one of my taint hairs. I have died so many times from bosses just rushing me and forcing me into the open only to get destroyed by his fuckass lackey’s or by getting a wombcombo’d and getting instakilled by it’s do’s.
Thank you for coming to my TedTalk.
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